So, most people might already know this, but I'm applying to a college close to home for this coming fall and I am super duper nervous about sending in my application. I'm scared mostly because MCA become a security blanket that I never thought I'd have and now I have to leave to go home, which scares me the most...kinda strange I know. But I don't know how to explain it really. I've always been afraid of college because I don't think I'm cut out for it. I don't consider myself smart or good enough for college and there are several people in Happy that can agree with me...but I'm trying not to listen to them. I'm getting a lot of support here from many people telling me to get out of Happy because I can do better, but doesn't it seem that the negative voices are louder than the positive ones at times? The college I'm applying for is a community college and a lot of people here consider it the college the dumb people get into because no one else will accept them. I don't think that because several friends of mine go to this college and it's really hard on them and I think they are way smarter than me. I think my big issue right now is just believing in myself. I'm just now starting to get into that whole know-that-I-can-do-it thing and it's kinda tough to get into. I think that right now I just need some prayer from my friends. Thanks y'all.
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Hey, Kel-Kel! You are an amazing person, and I know you can do anything you put your mind and your hand to. You did Master's Commission, which is not easy, so I know you can do college. Community college is not a bad way to go. Just think...it's a lot cheaper.:) I have every bit of faith in you, and I know you'll do great. I know it can be tough to go back home (been there and doing it now), but if it's God's will, He will work things out and help you to feel at home again. You can do all things through Christ who strengthens you. I love you and will be praying for you. Love, Mandie
Hey, Kellie!
Alright, so first off, you ARE smart enough to go to college. I don't care what people tell you- you can do it! Secondly, I've spent the last three years of my life in community college and haven't regretted it at all. I'm saving a ton of money doing it that way over an expensive four-year college and it's the same education!
I love ya, girl, and I'll be praying for you. Can't wait to see you next week!
-Sarah
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