I'm a little nervous...

So, most people might already know this, but I'm applying to a college close to home for this coming fall and I am super duper nervous about sending in my application. I'm scared mostly because MCA become a security blanket that I never thought I'd have and now I have to leave to go home, which scares me the most...kinda strange I know. But I don't know how to explain it really. I've always been afraid of college because I don't think I'm cut out for it. I don't consider myself smart or good enough for college and there are several people in Happy that can agree with me...but I'm trying not to listen to them. I'm getting a lot of support here from many people telling me to get out of Happy because I can do better, but doesn't it seem that the negative voices are louder than the positive ones at times? The college I'm applying for is a community college and a lot of people here consider it the college the dumb people get into because no one else will accept them. I don't think that because several friends of mine go to this college and it's really hard on them and I think they are way smarter than me. I think my big issue right now is just believing in myself. I'm just now starting to get into that whole know-that-I-can-do-it thing and it's kinda tough to get into. I think that right now I just need some prayer from my friends. Thanks y'all.